10/11 - Stretching Sunday!

New banner on MTurk

 

did myself in with this one

 

Heck yes, still getting people after all these years. Even MTurk is dead now, but I'm still going.

 

Thank whatever it's Sunday. My anxiety has been building up and while I have plenty of work to do, bills to pay and reasons to add to my bank account, I feel shitty. Can't blame it on the weather but I think it's hitting my friends that I regularly socialize on the phone with too. It's strange and I don't want to blame it on the current political climate or even anything else. It's just a shitty feeling. Keep in mind I lost my roommate and mother in Delaware a week and a half apart and came back to Louisville a few weeks later. I lose my medicaid first of the year and am worried about affording anxiety meds and the doctors that are required to obtain them... Is this logical or manic? I'm not depressed, just cynical and anxious. My cynicism is based more on the president and the repercussions we've been facing as a country. Breathing appropriately feels like a luxury I soon won't be able to afford which means I should work more but then there are days like this.... I know this is probably tmi but most of y'all feel like fam and I have very little of that left.

 

c'mon sis, sundays are for laziness